As early as this may be for a birthday post (it's really on July 9th), I'm not going to have internet access for two weeks starting tomorrow, so I'm just going to say something now.

I'm not the kind to make things long and fancy, even if I tried, so this won't even be a one-page-long Microsoft Word essay or something. With size 12 font, double spaced. Which I'm even checking now to see if it fits those guidelines.

So I'm 19 soon, about to legitimately drive, and college-bound in less than two months. Being here as turned me in a direction, but the longer I'm here, the more I start to think of negative aspects. As much as I like some features on this site, I've been through many changes, in and out. I can understand but can't seem to catch up with a lot of the humor. Posting less because I feel less. Xbox live is where I mostly am this summer, but even now it won't let me connect for some reason. Maybe I'll figure it out when I get back after my two-week hiatus.

Almost four years from my sign up, now there are many who have gone, tired, bored of this site, etc. Yet here I stay, still lurking General, VG, rarely Politics, and managing several lists on the Wi/Ht board. Sometimes I feel like a machine. An old one at that. But that's how things go, I guess. We get old, we die, the people who remember us die, our great-great-grandsons find an old picture of us in the attic, think it smells bad, and throw out our last evidence of existance.

TL;DR;I'm a lazy ass: I'm getting older, getting colder. A shadow of my former self.